Inspiration

The White Raven
1After finishing Firecracker, I did not have another project in mind. I spent a few days doing administrative things — donating my time to do some volunteer work — but then it was time for the rubber to hit the road. If inspiration doesn’t come, you still have to keep creating. So I went looking.
I have had a fascination for years with ravens. I have a newspaper clipping that is probably eight years old on my design wall about the ravens kept at the Tower of London. Legend tells us that if the ravens were to leave the Tower, the Tower and thus the Kingdom of Great Britain would be lost. Charles II declared that at least six be held captive there for the rest of time. Their wings are clipped and they are cared for by a Yeoman Warder.
All of those ravens are common — or black — but there are rare instances of white ravens in British Columbia, Canada. These are not albino ravens with red eyes but rather white ravens with blue eyes.
Which leads me to the inevitable question — what if a white raven were to inhabit the Tower?
There is a wonderful photographer at Qualicum which the white ravens call home — Mike Yip. He very graciously gave me permission to use one of his photographs as inspiration for this piece.
This is the first value — pure white. I started this piece in the late afternoon and the failing light gave me a yellow cast on my design surface.
The second value is almost harder to see as it has a yellow cast to it.
The third value is a little easier to see.
The next day, of course, the light in my studio was better for photography. This is the fourth value and you can really start to see the bird emerge. It is strange to think that a white bird is more than white — but even the majority of the colors in the clouds in the sky are not white. White always has a supporting cast of characters.
This is the fifth value.
And this is the sixth. I had to go outside my stash to find the fabrics for this piece and I had counted on 7 values — but I miscalculated — there are 8. So I took my range of fabrics, tried to figure out where I felt like there was a large enough value jump between two fabrics, and went to my fabric drawer to try to fill it. I was very lucky — I had the perfect fabric that snuggled in perfectly to what I had already set up — and that is the fabric here.
The seventh value goes into gray.
And the eighth and final value is the black.
Then I worked on her eye. I had the perfect blue in my stash. It is actually a little lighter than the blue in the photograph but I think it works well. I’m surprised at how visual I’ve become. I envisioned the exact blue that I wanted and then went to pull it from the drawer.
The beak was tricky. It has a different texture to the feathers and I knew that to make it stand out visually from what I had done previously, I needed to use different fabrics. I liked the range of pink for the top of the beak, but they didn’t work as well for the bottom.
In the photograph, the plum around her eye is repeated in the lower section of the beak — so I tried a range of plums for the lower beak. This is closer to where I want to be. There is always something in a piece that isn’t clear cut.
You’ll notice that I had to tape my smaller pressing sheet to my newer one. I never thought I would go beyond the dimensions of my ultra large pressing sheet — but it didn’t take me long to press the boundaries.
I don’t know if I’ll keep the beak the way it is, but I’ve set it aside on my design wall for now. I’m working on the Tower pieces. Once again, I loved the way she looked so much on the black, I considering giving her a plain background — but then she also looks good on the primary Tower fabric that I chose, so I’m going to experiment with that and see where it takes me.

Me and Abe
3I am guilty of ignoring my blog. I took many pictures as I made his shirt, tie, coat, and finally his hair — but the progressions are not that interesting. The white doesn’t photograph well and the black — well I was overcome with black. Lincoln has a dour personage and although I didn’t intend this to be a dark piece, by nature of his hair and his clothing, there are a LOT of black prints in this piece.
This is how he looks on my black design wall. Not bad — but I thought he would look really good on a deep navy — something that would be lighter than his hair but still strong enough to evoke images of the Union flag. I even considered adding flag details in the background but decided that it would only distract from his piercing stare.
Clearly, I was wrong. It is hard to tell in the artificial lighting of most fabric stores how a value is really going to work. This one is much too dark. Sadly, I had been to a couple of local quilt stores, and this is the only one I felt had promise.
I found this sky fabric in my stash. It has a cool feel about it, almost as if Lincoln is standing on the battleground — but the white in the clouds is too distracting — another reason I finally declared that he needed a plainer background.
And then I found this green batik. It has a feeling of age to it. It has some texture in the print, but not much. It is exactly the right value. I wouldn’t have thought this would work — but there is some smoky blue in it that pulls out the color in his eyes — a faded gray that hopefully reflects weariness.
Today I’m pondering how to quilt him. I’ve been drawing on my picture of him. The lines of his face are so distinctive and different from what I’ve done before that I had to pull some new tricks out of my bag. The line under the left cheek for example had to be highlighted. The chin also sits in an awkward fashion and makes the joining of the cheek to the chin different from how I’ve approached it before.

Running Through Mud
3One of the hardest things for me is trying to contain my creativity during the summer. I typically am not able to accomplish anything — although I usually take on some projects that are more pool or kid friendly.
But this year was going to be different. My children are older — I reasoned. I would have some time — at least, I though so — until I adopted a puppy.
I’ve been house training her — but I’ve had to spend a lot of time outside — and I can’t get much of anything done outside — although I did drag out a folding table one day and use it for some drafting.
My Fiber Art Fusion group has a show coming up in September — the theme is Artifacts. I really struggled with this one. I don’t like to work in themes — I think it takes away from inspiration — but in fact, over the last couple of years, it has pushed me to do things that I otherwise wouldn’t have done — which has created growth in my work.
I was really confused about how to integrate the theme of Artifacts into my work. I make portraits and I want to continue with that body of work. And then it occurred to me — I have a large collection of men’s ties.
I first used them in pinwheel blocks around my first portrait — Ama. After that, I made many pinwheel pillows as gifts and on commission. I found that even unappealing ties — ones from the seventies with strange colors and polyester material — when used with a lot of other ties and placed on black — can look really rich. So when someone in the family passes, I typically ask for the tie collection. I also have many from my husband and I have bought them at yard sales and thrift stores.
So I decided to try to use ties to make a portrait. I had no idea if it could be done. I haven’t seen it done before — but I think that if you use the right values, you can collage just about anything into a recognizable form.
Ties are tricky to work with though. After my first selection of a color palette, I began to realize that the sheen of some of them affected their value. Working with cotton all the time, I wasn’t prepared for that. So I took a lot of trips to a local thrift shop.
I couldn’t find a white tie — although I tried hard. I finally decided to use a white lining fabric that I had in my stash. Its pattern is reminiscent of a tie pattern. The yellow gold that comes after it is the lightest tie I could find. I suppose that men need ties that will hide stains — although this one very clearly has a lipstick stain which I left to emphasize the character of the materials I’m using.
It’s when I went to my next value that I began to realize I had another problem. Below is the drafting of the wonder under– and there is no way that that is going to fit on one tie without it being broken up. I had to develop a system for cutting the wonder under in some places & putting it back together with overlap.
There was practically nothing left of this tie when I was done.
Reassembled, it isn’t so terribly obvious that I had to make some splits.
However, the next value not only required that the pattern be split but I also needed more fabric than was available on one tie. The one on the right was my original tie — the one on the left is one I found to go with it.
As you can see, I used up most of the large spaces on both of these ties.
I think the only obvious demarcation is along the forehead but I think that it will become less of an issue as the rest of the layers are added.
This shows the fourth layer. Again, there were two ties used with a similar pattern.
And this shows the final value.
I still need to add detail for the eyes and the mouth. I’m not certain I can use only ties for the eyes — and I know I’ll have to use cottons for the whites and grays needed in the mouth. But I’m happy with what I’ve been able to do thus far.

Holiday Exchange
1My Fiber Art Fusion group met last night for our annual Holiday meal. Imagine 13 artists crammed together in a dark corner of a popular restaurant giggling and laughing and eating. It’s so wonderful to be part of a group of people with such innovative interests. I got to catch up with Sharon Ahmed who I haven’t seen in ages — she has become a master Japanese embroiderer and has been asked to teach at the Japanese Embroidery Center here in Atlanta — only the fourth American to be given the privilege.
One of the benefits of going is an exchange. We are required to make a 5″x7″ piece and wrap it in a plain wrapper. We went around the table and everyone got to choose. We did it by the letters of our first name so I was last but everyone went home with a cool piece.
This is the fourth year I’ve been so I have a nice collection I thought I would share.
This year, I received this piece from Pamela Rishfeld. It is photo transfer with machine embroidery.
Last year I received this one from Vickie Lord. All that hand stitching really makes it shine.
My second year I received this batik wax piece from Diane Shulteiss.
And my very first year, I received this piece from Suzanne Freed. It makes me really miss the beach and the ocean.
And what did I do this year? In the past, I’ve done miniature portraits, but this year I decided to do something different and I made a snowflake.
I used a dark blue and white because I was thinking of indigo dyeing at the time. It is reverse machine applique and the smaller snowflakes are silver star sequins with pearl beads (it looked too blank without some extra embellishing — and small pieces are great opportunities to add beads).
I very carefully cut it out so I could have the reverse image of the blue snowflake to fuse on a white background.
And this is the back.
I’m thinking that I’ll add an O ring to the top & use it as a large ornament.
I wanted to use the dark blue on the back of the piece and quilt it with white thread so it would give an interesting back — but I didn’t realize until I finished it that it was now too dark for me to write on it — and I didn’t want to ruin the effect with a label — so I just embroidered 2011 on the front in white thread.

Deep Thoughts
0I have just finished my latest piece, Arminta Patterson.
She is a straight forward portrait. I’m now looking for something not so straight forward. At this point, I know that I can make a realistic looking portrayal of a person in fabric. What more can I do? What makes a portrait of someone more than just a portrait — what elevates it to art? We all need to spend time growing.
I usually advocate just working on something — keep moving. Now I feel that I need to spend a little time in reflection — deciding what it is I want to say.
I just sold Bull Dawg (yay!) but I think it was because it was a market-able piece. I’m more likely to sell a piece that isn’t so personal. You can argue that you make art for it’s own sake but if you only make art for yourself, you’ll soon run out of storage — unless you start deconstructing — but I don’t do much of that in my current series.
And yet I have to be inspired. I want to be inspired. I’m waiting for the Muse to come over and start moving things along.

Sharing is Good
1i had previously written that I wasn’t going to share my latest piece since it is an invitational piece — but I’ve changed my mind. The truth is that the writing process is helpful to me to work through issues in my work — and I like sharing.
I decided not to make a portrait for this exhibit — something that truthfully pained me. I find so much fascination in the human visage — that I can’t seem to find in landscapes. (The easy answer is that my mom does landscapes so I do something different.) But there is an animal in it — an eagle. I want it to look like a panoramic shot with the eagle entering the piece from the right — getting ready to swoop past the tops of snow covered mountain peaks.
As usual, the animal was easy — the mountains gave me a hard time.
It is unfinished. The background is not intended to be white. I could just slap a blue on there — but I’m beginning to think that that may be too easy of a way out. But I’m also stuck as to what to do. I don’t want clouds — they would distract from the snow and mist. Decisions decisions.

Finished Jack
0I finally finished Just Call Me Jack. I was really trying to finish before the end of the month so I could start the new month fresh with a new piece, but on Monday, I kept sticking the needle through my finger as I was trying to sew on the binding, and I decided that I should only have to donate so much of my blood for a new piece — and finished the next day (with a metal thimble).
Now I am working on a piece for an invitational exhibit in July. The theme is Taking Flight. I am much better at making what I want to and then using my creative writing skills to fit a piece into a theme, but this time, I’m doing it the other way around and working with the theme. I would only do this for close friends — but I’m making the most of it. I am drafting it now. I may not share it since it is for a special exhibit and it should properly have its unveiling there. It’s also not a portrait — although it is illustrative. Let’s hope it works.

Creative Gridlock
0Completion
I have finally completed Bukonyan Elder. I was amazed at how long she took me — but I’ve been very busy the last few months with family obligations. It was tough to get her to a certain level of completion and then watch her unattended on my design wall. You can see her new page here.
So I must be busily working away on my next piece, right? No, unfortunately not.
Creative Gridlock
My last string of pieces all fell into place perfectly. As I was working on one, another inspiration would come to me and I knew exactly where to start when one ended. But I was not so lucky this time. That creative wall has risen up in front of me.
Not having my next piece all ready mapped out has left me feeling a little lost. Not that I haven’t been here before. The question is rather — what do I do from here?
Creative Process as a Means of Moving Forward
And I think that the answer is — a study. Something small — probably not my first choice — but I need to do something rather than sitting here staring at my computer screen. Moving past a creative block means doing something — rather than nothing.

The Month of December
1I always think that I’ll have at least a couple of weeks in December in the studio. Once again I seem to have forgotten that all the details of the holidays must be done in those weeks and studio time is precious little.
So I suppose my target of finishing Bukonyan Elder in December was a little off the mark. I did finish the applique and have her pinned and ready to quilt. Ever wonder what the back looks like?
I use a tearaway stabilizer on the back. A few years ago, I found a tearaway that also dissolves — so the part I can’t tear off will dissolve in water when I soak it before blocking it. I like the idea of it all going away. I think that things that last a long time in a quilt — other than thread & fabric — can hurt its longevity. Not scientific I know — but I want my work to last a long time.
When I was done, I took a picture of it and looked at it on the computer. I initially thought that I shouldn’t add pinpoints of light to her eyes — the focus should be on her hands — but looking at it in Photoshop, I can easily add the points of white in her eyes — and it did make the piece look better. So I added them with white thread before pinning her up to ready her for quilting.
What else have I been doing? Tonight my Fiber Art Fusion group has our 5 x 7 holiday exchange. I played with a picture of the Statue of Liberty’s face — a model that they keep inside & is still copper colored — and came up with Lady Oxidation — which I kept green to show the oxidation that the outside statue of her visage has. To me, her expression is quite fierce, and it reminds me of the passion that our forefathers had when they broke away from England and declared their independence. The exact inspiration for her is unknown although some think that it was the sculptor’s mother, Charlotte Bartholdi, or his wife, Jeanne-Emilie Bartholdi.
I confess that I used several of the greens that I used in Bukonyan Elder. They were on my working table and perfectly suited for what I needed — and all of the threads were all ready matched. In a month of not enough time, it saved me some.

Motus 2010
1My Fiber Art Fusion group had our annual show reception last night. (It will continue to be on public display at The Art Place in Marietta through the month of September.) The theme this year was Motus — or Movement — which was a tough one for me. My first thought was to do an optical illusion — more abstract than what I usually do, but I wanted to see if it could be done in fabric. I used colors from the American flag & created Altered States of America:
When I made this piece, I showed it to a friend of mine that couldn’t see it — which I really didn’t understand — until another friend told me that some people can’t see optical illusions. (Learn something new every day.)
I also made this much larger piece, We the People:
and included a piece I made earlier in the year, Cracked:
I think it was a very successful show, and I was honored to be included with such a wonderful group of women (and Ben).